‘There are no guarantees in which cancer is concerned, of course – but when in life is anything at all guaranteed?’ Photograph: Jacopo Raule/Getty Photographs
Following nearly five months, the first simple round of chemotherapy therapy for my cancer is comprehensive. It was concluded with a week of intensive testing. I am getting ready myself for the adhere to-up appointment with Dr Bengt Bergman utilizing the only technique open to me: hoping for the greatest and preparing myself for the worst.
But the chemotherapy has been successful I am informed on the 12 Could at ten.30am. Some of my tumours appear to have vanished altogether, other individuals have diminished in dimension to a various extent, and practically nothing new seems to have appeared. There are no guarantees exactly where cancer is concerned, of course – but when in existence is anything assured? As far as my wife Eva and I are concerned, a sort of normality, which is timeless, is returning.
That evening we sit out on the veranda for fairly a long time, feeling relieved and listening to the blackbird singing on our chimney stack. Our happiness is tranquil, silent. We will not need to have to speak. The blackbird is imitating Bach. As for me, lacking the voice of the blackbird, I have previously sung the praises of the employees at the Sahlgrenska Hospital in Gothenburg. Their capabilities, their persistence, their outstanding perform and the caring way in which they treat their individuals.
But I have also realised that I must sing the praises of cancer study – achievements in the previous, in the current, and in what will occur tomorrow.
Let me supply two really distinct pieces of proof. At the beginning of the 1950s the Austrian philosopher Ludwig Wittgenstein visits his medical doctor in Oxford, exactly where he is working. He receives the following data: “You have cancer. Your illness is incurable, and you do not have prolonged to dwell.”
Wittgenstein’s reply is said to have been the laconic but absurdly cheerful: “Excellent! Outstanding!”
Then he apparently stood up, returned to his lodgings and continued working on his philosophical theories till, confident ample, he died fairly soon afterwards.
Most individuals will not react like Wittgenstein did, of program. They hope for alleviation and cure. For a life that can be extended, and made bearable.
Which prospects me to my second piece of proof.
The other day I telephoned my pal G in Umeå, who misplaced his wife practically twenty many years in the past due to a cancer related to the one affecting me now. We can only agree that these days, she would have had the identical possibility as I have to ward off the sickness – just as I would have been a loser like she was if I had been stricken twenty many years in the past.
In the course of the treatment I have been getting I have attempted to familiarise myself with the history of cancer research, and it has turn into clear to me that this genuinely is one particular of the triumphs of human endeavour. These days there seem to be to be new methods of treatment method identified practically each month. Such as chemotherapy that concentrates on more precise particulars. Medicines that can aim at particular sorts of carcinogenic alterations and kinds. I collect from Dr Bergman, who devotes portion of his time to investigation, that a considerable amount of work demands to be devoted basically to trying to keep abreast of what is occurring in the area.
The fact that so a lot highly experienced study is becoming carried out is of program effortless to recognize. There are massive prospective revenue for pharmaceutical organizations. The dream of being in a position to eradicate cancer is still a extremely distant prospect, but nonetheless useful reality illustrates what brilliant partial victories are being attained all the time.
Naturally, I have to think that deep down inside the person researcher, or the team in which he or she is doing work, is a basic humanistic starting level that has to do with the patient’s wellbeing and the correct to dwell for as lengthy as feasible. I am convinced that this is the case.
In Sweden the perform of Cancerfonden (The Swedish Cancer Society) and Barncancerfonden (The Swedish Childhood Cancer Foundation) is of critical significance for this study. Needless to say the state contributes huge quantities to ongoing cancer study, but the donations made by personal folks or businesses play an important portion in this work which should carry on until finally all aims are accomplished.
I don’t know what would have happened to me had it not been for that analysis. I can not express it any simpler than that.
Now I can sit out in the evening and hear the blackbird singing. And feel about all the researchers who have contributed to this pleased state of affairs through their perform.
• Translated from the Swedish by Laurie Thompson
Henning Mankell: the importance of cancer research